New Me

It might be that time again.. Time that I start blogging. I don't have much to say today but hopefully I can start getting back into putting my thoughts here. I remember being a lot more content with myself in the past leaving all my negativity here.

Update:

Danny and I bought our first car together. A 2012 Nissan Altima, it's BEAUTIFUL! It's a big step for us. We both had two door cars so we wanted a family car for our future.

I will be getting another scan within a month or two. This is something I don't like to think about. I am just going to deal with it when the time comes. Lots of positive thinking for now.

I would really love to start crafting. Reading more. Having more me time.
I am going to focus more on this.

I've been thinking a lot about school. Hopefully sometime in the near future I will buck up and get back into it. But for now, I am happy and content with where I am. I love waitressing and bartending I make really good money. And it's something I am good at.

Unhappy

I always turn here when I am going through a difficult time. Wish I came here more often to share things that make me happy. I am a control freak, a big one and when I am going through something that I can't control, I lose sight of happiness. This is something I am working on. Going through these feelings again is a lot more difficult than before. I am having a really hard time keeping my chin up. I have envy towards the people who are living their dreams while I am stuck here, paused, and only moving back to my past. The one place I never wanted to be. I am getting a little ahead of myself, it could be nothing. But something is there. What else could it be? This past year I have been nothing but happy. I have finally started feeling pretty again and doing the things I love and the things that make me happy. I was positive that I would never have to experience anything like this again. so it's hard knowing that I might have to. Thanks for reading. Love Always, Kristin