Today.

Got some cleaning done. Now I am ready to get ready and go out on the town.
Love having days off with D.

True love finds you once,

If you're lucky.

Hmm

One more day of work then the rest of the week off (:
Do not wanna start school.. Blahh!
I wanna go to Vegas! :)

Crazy.

Tomorrow is Christmas Eve. I miss being a kid.

Ohh and..
Follow me on Twitter. http://twitter.com/KristinBrooke3
I like it. :) Bet you would too.
New at it, It is different.

8 months.

Wow how time fly's. Me and Danny have been together 8 months. Broke our record. :)
Ready for that promise ring babe. Cough* cough* :D

Xoxox

Happy girl

That is me. Lately I have been very pleased with myself and life.
Work was horrible today, and usually that would have made me in a bad mood the rest of the day. But not today, nope. I came home with the most positive attitude. Usually I would have taken it out on Danny, but I didn't. I wasn't even upset that when I got home at 2:30 he was still in bed, when usually I would. I wasn't upset the house was still a mess. I feel really good about staying calm about things.
I like that. Very happy. Happy Holidays! :)

I need to start..

Working on my relationship. It's great, but it could be greater.
Feels infinite. It will never end. And I like that.

Alyssa Freakin Whitney

Thank god you are back from your Alaskan summer.
I missed you girl. Had thee best time at work with you.
It's been forever. Felt good to catch up.
Hope you don't leave for Logan too soon :(
Happy to hear about your new boy :)

Update.

So the bird I got didn't work out.
So now the new animal in my life is Ferrah..
That's right she is a ferret.
And I absolutely love her to death.
She is the cutest little thing.
She is only a few months old.
She is still a baby!
A crazy little thing.
Sophie adores her.

I'm happy.

Who's to say.

Absolutely my favorite song! Reminds me of Danny :)

Stand up straight
Do your trick
Turn on the stars
Jupiter shines so bright when you're around
They tell us slow down,
We're too young you need to grow
Speed's the key
And they don't know who we are

And who's to say that we're not good enough
And who's to say that this is not our love

Mother don't tell me friends are the ones that I lose
Cause they'd bleed before you
And sometimes family are the ones you'd choose
It's too late now
I hold on to this life I found

And who's to say we won't burn it out
And who's to say we won't sink in doubt
Who's to say that we won't fade to gray
Who are they anyway. Anyway they don't know

And you say we're too young, but maybe you're too old to remember
And I try to pretend but I just feel it when we're together
And if you don't believe me, you never really knew us
You never really knew

You and I, packin' up my room, we feel alright
But we're not welcome, soon
We'll be drivin', cause they don't know who we are
Who's to say we won't stay together
Who's to say we aren't getting stronger
Who's to say I can't live without you
Who are they anyway. Anyway they don't know

And you say we're too young, but maybe you're too old to remember
And I try to pretend, but I just feel it when we're together
Who is to say?
And who is to say?
And who are they anyway?

Stand up boy, I shine so bright when you're around.

Buuurrrrr.

Lately I have been really busy. I am almost done with my christmas shopping. :) Finally! I am wanted to relive this past weekend. It was the best time I have had in a long time! Work the rest of the week. Not excited. But Danny is off tomorrow.. Yay! Get another day with him. Ready for summa! Well I am off to Target!

Happy<3

What a weekend! :)

PS

Life's too short. Too short to live it as a bad person.

Christmas ain't the same without you :)

What is better than Pesto pasta and a beer? ..Absolutely nothing! :) Thank you Daddy!

Must be nice

being a loser. You know, the kids in high school who don't give a fuck about life. Or the meaning of it. The kids that drop out of school to party and smoke weed all day. The kids who go to raves every fucking weekend. The kids who would rather be with their friends then their family. The older kids that still go to high school parties. Grow up. All of you. It's sad I feel bad for those kind of kids. Love is life. And if you miss the opportunity to love then you are missing out on the meaning of life. There is more to life then getting fucked up. Hopefully one day you will see that.

OTH<3

Sometimes I think that we waste our words and we waste our
moments and we dont take the time to say the things that
are in our hearts when we have the chance.

I love

Girls who try too hard. haha
Makes me laugh.

Stop being so insecure.
If he doesn't want you, it's time to move on.
Take a hint.

Facebook vs. Myspace

Personally I like Facebook. I feel it is alot more mature than Myspace.

The only thing I wish Facebook had is the ability to have a song.
Cause I love that. The song on my Myspace right now is my favorite <3

Sadie.

I got a bird :) Her name is Sadie!

Thank you Danny!

Learn, Overcome, Value, Encourage.

It is crazy to know alot of people my age getting married. I think it is great they have found the one they want to be with for the rest of thier life. I feel so young to be getting married. I think they are absolutely brave and blessed.

b o s t o n ' s

I LOVE everyone I work with :) They mean alot and make work so much more fun.
But I am going to miss you Teighlor! I hope you are successful at your new job! We will all miss you! And I just want you to know that you are such a strong girl, I will miss that about you. You don't need him in your life anymore. The time has come. If you ever need anything girl, give me a call. (:
I love you. Xoxox

Fighting.

I think is very healthy in a relationship. But not too much fighting.
Me and Danny for example fight all the time. But when we are fighting about something, we get over it very quickly. I am usually mad at him and when I am, he always makes me smile. It's like I can't stay mad at him.. And I like that. I like that about us. We get over whatever it is that is bothering us and move on. We will talk about it and it will be and stay in the past.

By the way, Breafast club is a great movie. Haha :) I am loving it.

Maturity.

Lots of people think they are mature when really they are wrong. Being mature isn't just personality wise, it is also in the things you do, how you act, and the things you say. If you want people to think you are mature and to take you seriously, stop acting like a child. Also respect has a huge part of maturity. If you have no respect for others than you will be rewarded with the same thing from the other person, no respect. Especially girls, if you want to be resected and treated like a woman, then act like one. Quit partying so much, stop going to fucking raves. Don't even get me started on those. Act your age. And stop being hipocritical. Your first impression is huge, acting/looking like a whore will make guys think you are one.
Be confident. Be sure of yourself. Give yourself respect.

I thank god everyday for making me grow up. I know who I am and I am now fearless of anything.

Happy.

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can’t have everything

Don’t you take chances
You might feel the pain
Don’t you love in vain
’cause love won’t set you free

I can’t stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?
So what it I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge,
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just trying to be happy
I just wanna be happy, yeah

Holding on tightly
Just can’t let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear

But all these days
They feel like they’re same
Just different faces
Different place
Get me out of here

I can’t stand by the side
Ooh, no
And watch this life pass me by
Pass me by

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I’m just trying to be happy

Oh, happy
Oh

So any turns that I can't see
I'll count a stranger on this road
But don’t say victim
Don't say anything.

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just wanna be happy
Happy
I just wanna be
Oh
I just wanna be
Happy.

Christmas

You know, I really love christmas time! It is probably the only thing I look forward to during the winter. I especially love dancing around to Nsync's Christmas CD. :)

But, this Christmas is going to put a hole in my pocket.
Not excited for that.

And Danny has to work Christmas day and Christmas eve. Which sucks.

Anyway, I need to sign up for classes! Hmm.

23

by Jimmy Eat World, is probably my favorite song.
Reminds me of One Tree Hill.

If you haven't heard this song before, you should.
It is amazing. It makes me think. Makes me remember that part of my life.
It's life, It's real.

Addicted..

..to Happy Aquarium on facebook!! Haha

Love it.

The good days.

Today I was going through the pictures on my computer and I came across a few that caught my eye. It is crazy how friends come and go. I miss them all. They have all made me who I am today. I am so thankful for that. It makes me happy being where I am today. I am happy. I went through alot to get me here, where I am today. My friends have always been apart of me. And even if we are all still not friends today, there is probably a reason. But I will always be there for each and everyone of them. I hope they are happy and doing well in life. I wish them the best. These pictures make me smile, laugh, and even cry. Because I have come so far<3

I want the world

Which is very true. I find myself thinking alot about the things I want. I am not sure if it is selfishness or not. I have high standards, I know what I want and will get it.

I have one of the biggest hearts. I will treat you how you treat me.

I watched Marley and Me for the 50th time today and I was crying for literally an hour. I do not know why I keep watching that movie. It is a great movie for anyone who loves animals as much as I do. I seriously want a farm when I am older. I told Danny and he laughs and thinks I am kidding but really, I am serious. I have had pets since I was born and I want more. I love Soph but I want another pet. Badly. I want a kitten, another chihuahua, a boy one! A cockatoo, a bunny, or a ferret! :) I want that for Christmas Danny.. I know you read this sometimes. Ha.

Danny's mom is going to Cali for a month because Danny's sister is having twins. One boy, one girl. She is lucky. Anyway, we get to watch Hurley who is Danny's cat that still lives with his mom. And I am so excited. Her and Soph love eachother. They literally play all day. It is cute.

This weekend was great. Love the holidays. And I love spending them with Danny. We put up our Christmas tree yesterday and it looks so cute. It was worth Danny yelling at me in Walmart because I was spending too much money. And I got just the right amount of stuff and he likes it which I knew he would.

I need to take pictures of our cute apartment and post them.
I also have so much to clean.

I am a good cook and I didn't even know it. I make dinner almost every night and it is always good. And how I know this is because Danny is the most picky eater, so when he likes something, I know it has to be good.

This blog has been very random, but that is me.

Weekend.

Well I started off this morning crying my eyes out. Which wasn't fun. He just doesn't understand how much I really do for him or what I at least try to do. I want to feel appreciated Because honestly, I do alot for him and our apartment. I am constantly cleaning or cooking. I work at least 5 days a week. And I am trying to catch up on school work.

Anyways, he has been talking about an engagement ring alot lately and I am happy/surprised/nervous! Idk how to really feel about it especially with us fighting alot lately. But I guess things will work out. They always seem to. I feel kind of young to be getting engaged but we did move in together so I guess the next step is that. I guess I just never thought this day would come.

I'm thankful for..

My life. My family. Danny<3 My friends. SOPHIE! My job. My apartment. My grant. My car. My bed. My TV. My couch. My laptop. The world. Generous people. Being healthy. I am very happy with everything I have. And I want to thank everyone for everything they have ever done for me. I have an amazing life.

On that note.. Today was the worst thanksgiving I have ever had. Danny and me fought all day. I didn't go to brunch with my family because I wanted to stay and be with him, well then he leaves me to go be with his family. Our washer is leaking all over the place! And Danny being a guy you'd think he would know how to at least turn off the water. But no, he just sit's on his ass and watches tv. He will never do my dishes but he leaves his in the sink for me to do. He won't make the bed. He sleeps all day! He is mad at me because I have Nick as a friend on facebook. Doesn't he know I don't have feelings for him anymore. I love him, I live with him, I honestly want to be with him. I had to work, I didn't get thanksgiving dinner. But the tables I served were very nice and tipped me really well. My cute little family came in and got some drinks that was the only good thing about this day. Ugh. Feels good to vent all that.

Abortion.

Girls who get abortions are heartless.
They do not deserve to live themselves.

Harsh? Well it's the truth.

If they are mature enough to have sex, they
are mature enough to deal with the consequences.

Single.

I remember being single. And it is not at all fun. People act like it is, but really, you feel lost, alone, always searching. Well at least I did. Being independent in a relationship is what I like. I like being so comfortable with someone that you have so much trust in them. It leaves you feeling independent. Your worry free. Trust is a great thing if you have it. It is the most important thing in a relationship. Once you have it, the jealousy fades in both ways. When you are constantly searching for something or trying to make someone right for you, it won't work. Trying to love someone, doesn't make it real, and won't. Love happens on it's own, unexpectedly.

Ilyd.

Sunday Shmunday

Have had a long day! Blahhhh

But me and Daniel got a lot of things done. Have a busy week. Boy do I hate busy.
But busy is good.

Finally got cable and internet! LOVE Danny working at Comcast. We get everything free, which is really nice. Less bills.. More money!

Bahahahhahah Well we are off to bed. :)

LovinLife

Sitting here at my parent's house and I realize how much I miss them. And how much I love their company. They are the sweetest people I know. I just love them (:

Our apartment is finally homey! I love it. Love being on my own. Me and Danny have alot to overcome and lots of things to work on. But that is what makes us great! We can make it through anything and everything!

The holiday is my favorite movie. :)

It sucks not having internet or cable at my apartment.
Can't do anything without it.. That is probably why the house is so clean!
Everything is good. Except I have realized one thing.. I need to learn how to cook. (:

Going to the gym!

Loving our apartment. Can't wait to get our brand new couch, saturday.
Everything is perfect!
Just Me and Soph waiting for Danny to get home (:

Got our apartment today..

Time to partay! :)

Tonight was a good night. Danny's mother is an AMAZING cook.. I love it since my mother doesn't cook haha.

We are looking at apartments tomorrow :) yay! Pinnacle Mountain View is where we are thinking of. I am excited. Just wanna be in our own place already! Gosh.

Just waiting for Danny to get off work.

la la la.

Had a great night at work. Made good good money! Saving up for my car payment and.. An apartment. Will be moving out within the month. I am ecstatic! :)

I la la love my baby Danny!

Hmm that is all.

I am realizing that school just isn't for me. I know I need to go, but why. Well I know why but I just don't have the passion for it. I would rather live my life then sit behind a desk all day. I want to work! That is it. Maybe one day I will have the urge to go back to school. Just right now, it is not something I want.

I am in a Blah mood. It sucks. I hate not getting my way. Grr.
No one really understands how I feel. And no one will even try to.

What a shitty day. I am going to bed. Night.

I am absolutely beat. I need sleep. Waiting for Danny to get home at 1 then staying up til 4 then waking up early for work, freaking sucks! Blahh I am soo tired. Need to catch up on my sleep. Nothing going on tonight and I absolutley love it.

You know, when people copy me I absolutely HATE it. And when they try and make sure I don't know by hiding yourself or making it so I can't see.. Don't worry, I already know. People tell me. Let's be original.

When I lost the love of my life, I LIVED by this quote. So I thought I'd share it.

To let go isn’t to forget, not to think about, or ignore. It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn’t about winning or losing. It’s not about pride and it’s not about how you appear, and it’s not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn’t blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn’t leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness. It’s not about giving in or giving up. Letting go isn’t about loss and it’s not about defeat. To let go is to cherish the memories, but to overcome and move on. It is having an open mind confidence in the future. Letting go is learning and experiencing and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow. It’s about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up. It is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, clear a path, and set yourself free.

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will blog lata :)

Shopaholic
Danny thinks I have a shopping problem and I think he is right. :/

Look how cute he is! I am such a nerd, look at my cake I made him :) He is my favorite. I love him!

Happy Birthday Danny :) 19! WOW.. We are getting old! :( I am mad you have to work on your birthday. Tomorrow will be fun though! Can't wait.
So as me and Danny were driving today I realized something, something that really bugs me. I notice I talk about it all the time. Danny told me to blog about it and I think I will. Here it goes.. It really bugs me when you are stopped at a light turning left and there are a few people in front of you and when we get a green arrow those people take their sweet old time! They are not the only people that want to make it through the light. They are not the only people trying to get somewhere.. Ugh it just bugs me alot.

I haven't been this happy in awhile. I had such a good weekend. I now know why I am where I am. It is where I am supposed to be. He means everything to me. His birthday is tomorrow and I still have not got everything together yet. He should be excited! :)

Halloween was really fun! Partied a little to hard but that is okay (: Still a little hungover. And I have to go to work in a few hours Blahh. Oh well, I need the money!

Just got off work. Thank goodness.
Off to Ian's :) can't wait!
I'll let you know how it goes :)

Happy Halloween :)

work, work, work, work, work, work. Then..
shots, shots, shots, shots, shots, shots! :)

Friday!!
Yay! But I have lots of things to do. But that is alright because Danny has the weekend off.. and I am so excited! :) I wanna try and squeeze the gym in. Work tonight at 5. Can't believe it is almost halloween.

Life is good. Love is good. Can't wait to party!

Follow your bliss.
I live by this. And if he is the one that makes me smile, why would I let that go?
I have the world at my feet and him by my side. Most people would kill for those things. I have them both! I deserve them both. I waited so long, took all the bullshit and in the end it feels great to finally have what I wanted all along.

We will soon have our own place, so be ready to party :)

My life has many changes ahead.

Going to the gym!

Danny just left my house. As I am laying in bed I realize how independent I really am. It makes me wonder if I am making the right decisions or not. I am so young. I have so much life ahead of me. Is this where I want to be right now? At home. In a relationship. Going to Weber State.
Right now I want to explore. I want to find myself more than I already have.
I love Danny with all my heart, but we are two different people. In a relationship is that good or bad. Is it okay to put to totally different people together. Can they make it work? Or should we be really alike? I am very lost in my relationship with him. I feel tied down. Like I don't have control and I don't like that. But I can't see myself with anyone else. I can't see me being as comfortable with anyone else but him.
I wonder if this is who I really am supposed to be.

I feel lost at this. Blahh

I am bored. Waiting for Danny to get off work. I have some thoughts I would like to get rid of.

You know, Insecure people really bug me. I don't know why. Maybe because I have always been a confident person. I feel insecure people need and crave attention. They aren't really sure about themselves and they bring people down to make themselves feel better. They also follow trends. Maybe I am being a bitch about this topic but I can't help it.

Shots, shots, shots, shots, shots, shots!

So LMFAO is coming November 15 and I wanna go.
So I think I will! (:

I feel on top of the world :)

I usually get along with people I meet. I love meeting new people. Reguardless of what people say I will give you the benefit of the doubt. I believe in second chances. But once you do something to hurt me or betray me you will lose my trust. I realize that I am not a mean person. But once you take me for granted I will no longer accept you as a friend. I will lose all respect for you and your decisions. I realize that we are all human. We all deserve the chance to be liked. We all make mistakes. But there is a difference between a little mistake and a huge mistake.

Today I feel good. First I am going to the gym. Then tanning. Then who know's. Maybe Danny's. I have the whole day free and it feels great.

Talking to Case makes me miss her so much! I am so happy for her. She is finally happy. I knew getting away would put her at ease. And Brit! She is also getting what she wants. I am happy for the both of them. Although I can't wait to have my friends back! It will be like old times. Excited! (:

That is all for now.

To the gym..

So I am new at this whole blogging thing. But from what I notice, I like blogging alot. All my thoughts I can say and leave here. I don't need anyone to vent to. It helps me out a lot with all my emotions. I don't have to take them out on anyone. They can all stay here. Also, no one has to listen to all my bs.

Anyway, I can't wait til tomorrow for some reason?
I am guessing something good will happen.
Who know's.

Why are people so rude? Does it make their day to treat you like shit, like you or your feelings don't matter. I just don't understand.

Back from the gym.. Feelin great!
I think I want to work tomorrow instead of going to school.. Hmm
Decisions decisions.

la la la ♥ Work was okay. Very slow.. Didn't make much. But I had a wonderful time last night. Who goes to Wal-mart at 2 in the morning to pick out a fish?.. Me and Danny do! ha He wanted a fish for his desk at work but it took him an hour to pick one out! Finally found the perfect one and named him Felix! (: Quick trip to Beto's then back to my house. We didn't end up going to bed til 4!! So I am feeling pretty exhausted. But it was worth it. Wonder what we'll do tonight.

I have a fun night ahead of me.. :) ilyd

I strongly believe you get what you give. Although I don't believe in karma. In my opinion they aren't the same thing. But who know's. All i know is worthless people blame their karma.

kranny♥
I remember being together as sophmores and how new we were at this. It felt like yesterday. He was right for me and I was right for him. Our relationship was a surprise to everyone. I lost him for a little bit. He lost his way, made his mistakes that he will throughout his life regret. As did I. But in the back of my mind I always knew. He was something special, something different that I had never had.. He found his way back to me. 4.26.09 til today, 10.26.09. In those 6 months there has been so much change, loss, forgiveness. He has sacraficed so much, as have I. His ability to stay clean and get a full time job makes me so proud of him. He has no idea how happy he has made me in these 6 short months. He is an amazing person with so much love. He has so much to offer this world. Everyday I fall more and more in love with him. If only he knew how happy I am and how much I love him. I can and will continue to make him as happy as I can. I know everything in our past has brought us together today. I can't wait to see what our future together holds. There are so many memories to come, good and bad. I can now say with complete confidence, we will make it. I love you so much Daniel Frank Moyes.

People that are meant to be together
always find their way in the end.

I have noticed that I have thee hardest time saving my money. If I ever want to move out with Danny and get an apartment I need to have money to do that. But I guess having an expensive boyfriend with his birthday coming up doesnt help either. ha!

My goal for this upcoming month is that.

I want to read a good book. Haven't done that in awhile.

Boston's
I love/hate my job. I do not know how that is possible.

But I make bank!

Danny Moyes
My love. My bestfriend.
He is what keeps me going.

I hate how I can never say no to anyone. I find this a really big issue in my life. I guess I am too nice of a person to the people who don't really mean anything to me. But when it comes to the people in my life that I love, I usually want it my way. I wish it was the other way around.

I think I am going to try and work on that. It seems to me that I take the important people in my life and I take them for granted without even knowing it.

Love does not hurt, heartbreak does.

my favorite quote..
Happiness comes in many forms. In the company of good friends, in the feeling you get when you make someone else’s dreams come true, or in a promise of hope renewed. It’s ok to let yourself be happy, because you never know how fleeting that happiness might be. Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life, that you expect it to always be there, because you can’t remember a time in your life when it wasn’t. But then one day you feel something else. Something that feels wrong only because it’s so unfamiliar, and in that moment you realize you’re happy.


Clearly if you don't watch One Tree Hill, you are missing out.

Have you ever wondered what marks our time here? If one life can really make an impact on the world, or if the choices we make matter?

I believe they do. I believe that one man can change many lives.
For better.. or worse.

TTBB! Once upon a time we were all going to Dixie State together til a boy named Daniel Moyes came back into my life. I am grateful he did but I miss my bestfriends. I have been friends with both of them since Jr. High. It is hard without them. We went through alot together. They taught me so much about myself. We barely keep in touch. I just want them to know how much they both mean to me. I am always here when you guys need me. And p.s. Go to Weber with me next year (: xoxox

4:01 AM!!
I am still awake. Cannot sleep. My neck hurts sooo bad still. Took a lortab, that did not help. I can't wait to get my car back! Poor sabrina. Hmm Sunday needs to get here quick so I can see my baby! I am happy to be his<3

Lady Gaga

I love her. She is different and her music is fabulous (:

I am very excited for what my future has in store. I feel infinite. I can do anything. My life is full of happiness, something I have been longing for. Patience and hope is all you need. Things are finally going my way.