Danny just left my house. As I am laying in bed I realize how independent I really am. It makes me wonder if I am making the right decisions or not. I am so young. I have so much life ahead of me. Is this where I want to be right now? At home. In a relationship. Going to Weber State.
Right now I want to explore. I want to find myself more than I already have.
I love Danny with all my heart, but we are two different people. In a relationship is that good or bad. Is it okay to put to totally different people together. Can they make it work? Or should we be really alike? I am very lost in my relationship with him. I feel tied down. Like I don't have control and I don't like that. But I can't see myself with anyone else. I can't see me being as comfortable with anyone else but him.
I wonder if this is who I really am supposed to be.

I feel lost at this. Blahh