Just got off work. Thank goodness.
Off to Ian's :) can't wait!
I'll let you know how it goes :)

Happy Halloween :)

work, work, work, work, work, work. Then..
shots, shots, shots, shots, shots, shots! :)

Friday!!
Yay! But I have lots of things to do. But that is alright because Danny has the weekend off.. and I am so excited! :) I wanna try and squeeze the gym in. Work tonight at 5. Can't believe it is almost halloween.

Life is good. Love is good. Can't wait to party!

Follow your bliss.
I live by this. And if he is the one that makes me smile, why would I let that go?
I have the world at my feet and him by my side. Most people would kill for those things. I have them both! I deserve them both. I waited so long, took all the bullshit and in the end it feels great to finally have what I wanted all along.

We will soon have our own place, so be ready to party :)

My life has many changes ahead.

Going to the gym!

Danny just left my house. As I am laying in bed I realize how independent I really am. It makes me wonder if I am making the right decisions or not. I am so young. I have so much life ahead of me. Is this where I want to be right now? At home. In a relationship. Going to Weber State.
Right now I want to explore. I want to find myself more than I already have.
I love Danny with all my heart, but we are two different people. In a relationship is that good or bad. Is it okay to put to totally different people together. Can they make it work? Or should we be really alike? I am very lost in my relationship with him. I feel tied down. Like I don't have control and I don't like that. But I can't see myself with anyone else. I can't see me being as comfortable with anyone else but him.
I wonder if this is who I really am supposed to be.

I feel lost at this. Blahh

I am bored. Waiting for Danny to get off work. I have some thoughts I would like to get rid of.

You know, Insecure people really bug me. I don't know why. Maybe because I have always been a confident person. I feel insecure people need and crave attention. They aren't really sure about themselves and they bring people down to make themselves feel better. They also follow trends. Maybe I am being a bitch about this topic but I can't help it.

Shots, shots, shots, shots, shots, shots!

So LMFAO is coming November 15 and I wanna go.
So I think I will! (:

I feel on top of the world :)

I usually get along with people I meet. I love meeting new people. Reguardless of what people say I will give you the benefit of the doubt. I believe in second chances. But once you do something to hurt me or betray me you will lose my trust. I realize that I am not a mean person. But once you take me for granted I will no longer accept you as a friend. I will lose all respect for you and your decisions. I realize that we are all human. We all deserve the chance to be liked. We all make mistakes. But there is a difference between a little mistake and a huge mistake.

Today I feel good. First I am going to the gym. Then tanning. Then who know's. Maybe Danny's. I have the whole day free and it feels great.

Talking to Case makes me miss her so much! I am so happy for her. She is finally happy. I knew getting away would put her at ease. And Brit! She is also getting what she wants. I am happy for the both of them. Although I can't wait to have my friends back! It will be like old times. Excited! (:

That is all for now.

To the gym..

So I am new at this whole blogging thing. But from what I notice, I like blogging alot. All my thoughts I can say and leave here. I don't need anyone to vent to. It helps me out a lot with all my emotions. I don't have to take them out on anyone. They can all stay here. Also, no one has to listen to all my bs.

Anyway, I can't wait til tomorrow for some reason?
I am guessing something good will happen.
Who know's.

Why are people so rude? Does it make their day to treat you like shit, like you or your feelings don't matter. I just don't understand.

Back from the gym.. Feelin great!
I think I want to work tomorrow instead of going to school.. Hmm
Decisions decisions.

la la la ♥ Work was okay. Very slow.. Didn't make much. But I had a wonderful time last night. Who goes to Wal-mart at 2 in the morning to pick out a fish?.. Me and Danny do! ha He wanted a fish for his desk at work but it took him an hour to pick one out! Finally found the perfect one and named him Felix! (: Quick trip to Beto's then back to my house. We didn't end up going to bed til 4!! So I am feeling pretty exhausted. But it was worth it. Wonder what we'll do tonight.

I have a fun night ahead of me.. :) ilyd

I strongly believe you get what you give. Although I don't believe in karma. In my opinion they aren't the same thing. But who know's. All i know is worthless people blame their karma.

kranny♥
I remember being together as sophmores and how new we were at this. It felt like yesterday. He was right for me and I was right for him. Our relationship was a surprise to everyone. I lost him for a little bit. He lost his way, made his mistakes that he will throughout his life regret. As did I. But in the back of my mind I always knew. He was something special, something different that I had never had.. He found his way back to me. 4.26.09 til today, 10.26.09. In those 6 months there has been so much change, loss, forgiveness. He has sacraficed so much, as have I. His ability to stay clean and get a full time job makes me so proud of him. He has no idea how happy he has made me in these 6 short months. He is an amazing person with so much love. He has so much to offer this world. Everyday I fall more and more in love with him. If only he knew how happy I am and how much I love him. I can and will continue to make him as happy as I can. I know everything in our past has brought us together today. I can't wait to see what our future together holds. There are so many memories to come, good and bad. I can now say with complete confidence, we will make it. I love you so much Daniel Frank Moyes.

People that are meant to be together
always find their way in the end.

I have noticed that I have thee hardest time saving my money. If I ever want to move out with Danny and get an apartment I need to have money to do that. But I guess having an expensive boyfriend with his birthday coming up doesnt help either. ha!

My goal for this upcoming month is that.

I want to read a good book. Haven't done that in awhile.

Boston's
I love/hate my job. I do not know how that is possible.

But I make bank!

Danny Moyes
My love. My bestfriend.
He is what keeps me going.

I hate how I can never say no to anyone. I find this a really big issue in my life. I guess I am too nice of a person to the people who don't really mean anything to me. But when it comes to the people in my life that I love, I usually want it my way. I wish it was the other way around.

I think I am going to try and work on that. It seems to me that I take the important people in my life and I take them for granted without even knowing it.

Love does not hurt, heartbreak does.

my favorite quote..
Happiness comes in many forms. In the company of good friends, in the feeling you get when you make someone else’s dreams come true, or in a promise of hope renewed. It’s ok to let yourself be happy, because you never know how fleeting that happiness might be. Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life, that you expect it to always be there, because you can’t remember a time in your life when it wasn’t. But then one day you feel something else. Something that feels wrong only because it’s so unfamiliar, and in that moment you realize you’re happy.


Clearly if you don't watch One Tree Hill, you are missing out.

Have you ever wondered what marks our time here? If one life can really make an impact on the world, or if the choices we make matter?

I believe they do. I believe that one man can change many lives.
For better.. or worse.

TTBB! Once upon a time we were all going to Dixie State together til a boy named Daniel Moyes came back into my life. I am grateful he did but I miss my bestfriends. I have been friends with both of them since Jr. High. It is hard without them. We went through alot together. They taught me so much about myself. We barely keep in touch. I just want them to know how much they both mean to me. I am always here when you guys need me. And p.s. Go to Weber with me next year (: xoxox

4:01 AM!!
I am still awake. Cannot sleep. My neck hurts sooo bad still. Took a lortab, that did not help. I can't wait to get my car back! Poor sabrina. Hmm Sunday needs to get here quick so I can see my baby! I am happy to be his<3

Lady Gaga

I love her. She is different and her music is fabulous (:

I am very excited for what my future has in store. I feel infinite. I can do anything. My life is full of happiness, something I have been longing for. Patience and hope is all you need. Things are finally going my way.