About Me:

1. What does your name mean?

I don't think anything..

2. Where do you see yourself in ten years?

29.. Happy, healthy, married to Danny, with two kids. (:

3. Who would you really like to just punch in the face?
Absolutely no one.

4. What is your favorite cheese?
Swiss.

5. Favorite food?

Pasta.

6. Words you live by?

Follow your bliss

7. Book you are reading?

The Lucky One.

8. Favorite season?

All of them.

9. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. Where are you gonna go?
Bahamas baby!

10. Describe yourself in one word.

Passionate.

11. Alcoholic beverage of your choice?

Redbull and Vodka.

12. Favorite sport?

Football or Basketball.

13. Two important aspects in a relationship:

Love. Trust.

14. Favorite toy as a kid?

Baby dolls. Diaper bags. Strollers. Bottles. You name it..

15. What is your favorite curse word?
F. :/

16. Favorite movie?

The notebook.

17. Your house is on fire! You have just enough time to run in there and grab ONE object. Your loved ones and pets have already made it out safely. So what’s the item?

My wish list.

18. What's your stand on hunting?

To keep animals from over populating, I think it's fine. But when people are hunting exotic, instinct animals I HATE it! No exceptions.

19. Do you like your handwriting?

I love it.

20. You can re-live any point of time in your life. What moment would it be?

This is hard.. Haven't had that day yet..

21.You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
I wouldn't erase anything.

22. How do you like your eggs?

Dippy. (:

23. What are you addicted to?

Sophie&Luke. Also.. Carnation instant breakfast!

24. If you had to choose between being deaf or blind, which one would it be?

Blind. I couldn't live without music. People's voices. Looks aren't everything. But I am happy and blessed to have both.

25. Do you like camping?

I love camping.

26. Is a dog a man's best friend?

Yes, or a girls. (:

27. What’s your theme song?
Meet Virginia by Train.

28. Favorite flower?

Sunflowers!

29. If you could meet a celebrity who would it be?

Sophia Bush.

30. What do you want to be when you grow up?

A mom.

the wish list

be there for a baby's first step..

acknowledge my weaknesses..

find inner peace.. ✓

build my own furniture..

be bald for a day.. ✓

witness a miracle..

teach a dog a trick.. ✓

keep exotic tropical fish..

fall in love with the right person at the right time.. ✓

learn sing language.. ✓

milk a cow..

be a mom..

swim with a dolphin..

save a life..

teach a child to ride a bike..

own a cockatoo..

decorate a nursery..

learn patience..

cook pasta that's al dente..

donate my hair to locks of love..

stop being judgmental..

celebrate mardi gras in New Orleans..

order milk at a bar..

teach a child the alphabet..

give my spouse all I can give..

sew a handmade doll..

volunteer at a hospital..

attend a super bowl..

recite vows..

see the Eiffel Tower..

start a hope chest.. ✓

drink a bottle of wine that's older than I am..

break a bad habit..

learn to prepare sushi..

be happy with the way I look..

admit that I like Spam.. ✓

tour Italy on a Vespa..

keep a goldfish alive for a year.. ✓

lose twenty pounds..

plant a garden..

breed your dog to have a litter of puppies..

wear a wig..

receive a kitten..

visit a lighthouse..

have fresh roses on the table all summer long..

be a princess for a day.. ✓

over tip.. ✓

Music has the ability to change my mood.

Exchanging Beauty For The Ashes
Given My Heart To Nothing Real
I've Given My Heart Away
To So Many Things
So Many Times I've Failed
Help Me Stop This Endless Cycle

Remind Me Of How It Can Be

Take Me Back I Surrender All
Without You My Heart Is Broken

I Never Should Have Let You Go
I Never Should Have Let You Slip Through My Arms

I Never Should Have Let You Go
I Never Should Have Let You Slip Through My Arms

As The Sun Sets Tonight
I'll Hold You With All That I Am
I Never Should Have Let You Go
Promise Me You'll Stay With Me Forever
Forever

Forgive Me
For Running So Quickly To The Outside

You made a rebel of a careless mans, careful daughter.

You are the best thing that's ever been mine..

It's you.

Hopefulness

I've worked up the courage to shave my head. Once I start to feel better, it's gone. This week, it's gone. I am not really sure how I have kept it so long. I am to the point where I don't even want to do my hair. I hardly want to take a shower because it's constantly falling out, everywhere. It's going to be a relieve once it's gone. I can hardly wait now that I have made up my mind. Chemotherapy number five has been, not a piece of cake. I can tell that each treatment is only going to get worse from here. I'm literally exhausted. I am constantly nauseous. That is what I hate the most. But I have some good news.. Thursday I have my petscan and Dr. Hansen is expecting the cancer to be totally gone. GONE! Back to normal. (: I hope he is right. I will still continue to do seven more chemotherapy's, to hopefully get rid of the cancer forever..

I hope. I pray.

I hope I only have to do this once. Please please! Once is enough, right. I'm ready to get back to my normal life. I can't wait to wake up healthy again. Normal. It's exciting to think about. Something I always used to take for granted; my health. I would wake up and complain about something I had to do that day but why? I should be waking up thankful to be alive. To be healthy. I've learned my lesson. I can't wait to wake up healthy.

xoxox

"The way to find out about your happiness is to keep your mind on those moments when you really ARE happy- not excited, not just thrilled, but deeply happy. This requires a little bit of self-analysis. What is it that makes you happy? Stay with it, no matter what people tell you. This is what I call, 'Following Your Bliss.' If you do follow your bliss, you put yourself on a kind of track that has been there all the while, waiting for you. And the life that you ought to be living, is the one you ARE living. Wherever you are, if you are following your bliss, you are enjoying that refreshment, that life within you, all the time. When you can see that, you begin to meet people who are in the field of your bliss, and they open doors for you. I say, follow your bliss and don't be afraid, and doors will open where you didn't know they were going to be."