happiness.

I always thought I was happy until now. Now I can say with complete confidence that I am happy, with everything in my life. I have everything I could ever want. Before, like in high school, I always thought I was happy. Once everything was taken away from me, I found the true meaning of making myself happy. I mean there are a few things I miss, a few good friends that I wished I still kept in touch with. But right now I have been living in such bliss that I don't want anything to change. I am sorta scared for some things to change but I know some things really do need to change. I love rambling on about how happy I am because it just makes me smile. I am so in love with my life, to others it may be sickening. :)

Yesterday Danny and I went on THE LONGEST bike ride ever!! I seriously thought I was going to pass over and die. We have this cute little trail right behind our complex that we are seriously on everyday. There is this cute little mote with ducks that we go feed all the time, (I have spent hundreds on bread for them.) I am too big of an animal lover. There are also a family of fox right behind our apartment. They are adorable, we seriously have the best apartment. It overlooks everything. I bought these cute little lights for our deck. I will soon take some pictures and post them.

So we made a pact to start going running every morning really early before work, so we will see how that goes. We both have gained alot of weight since we graduated so we want to get back to our normal selves. I would like to start eating healthy, which sucks because I am a BIG eater I love food. And healthy food just isn't as good.

Enjoy this moment.