"Believe it or not, you are in control of your own life. You are the reason why you're sad,
and you're the reason why you're happy. Don't wait for happiness. Go out and find it."

2.02.2011

Bipolar

I had big plans for today. I was going to go grocery shopping. I wanted to finish packing. I have a lot I need to catch up on. I am behind in my books. Looks like that is all going to have to wait.. because when I woke up this morning I was nauseous and felt sick to my stomach. I hurried and took a anti nausea pill but it was too late by then. I threw up and let me just say that I will never eat Chili's boneless buffalo bites again. :( I am sad about because they used to be my favorite. On our way to the house last night we ordered Chili's to go, I picked it up and met Danny at the house. We are there and he put together my new desk I bought. It's beautiful I will post pictures soon. Our house is starting to look more and more like ours. Anyway waking up this morning with the worst heartburn got me to thinking why is this happening. I ate Chili's last night. My body should have already digested it. WRONG! I have been sick all morning leaving me pretty pissed and upset. I have lots to do in so little time. Please body, just work with me! I am waiting for some Samsung person to come and fix our TV last thing I wanted to do this morning. I need to be in bed. Sweet Danny tried to call and reschedule it so I could go back to bed but there would be a $75 dollar cancellation fee. Now I am sorry but that is a little ridiculous. Come on shit happens. I am going through chemo, and to be honest I never really know how my days are gonna be. I can't believe it would cost that much money to have someone come on another day. I hate Samsung right now! Make better crap so I can watch my favorite shows and be sick in bed. Oops now I kinda feel bad talking all this crap because the Samsung guy just showed up and he is so nice and cute. I love old people (:  As you can tell I am very bipolar. Poor Danny is the one who has to put up with me every day. :/ Enough complaining already so I will talk about something I love. This house. I can't even tell you how excited and happy I am. I love change and this house is a huge change. This is something I have only thought about and now it's happening in real life. I am thrilled. The thing is the house need A LOT of work. But I like that, I have things I can fix and tinker with. Everything isn't perfect and I like that. I am happy and I will be even happier once everything is moved in there. Yay! (:

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