Hope

I've been thinking lately about reading the bible. I've never really had the urge to read it even when I was active in church. Not quite sure why I want to read it or what has come over me. I wonder if that is normal or maybe even weird of me to want to. I think it could possibly be helpful to me in some ways. I don't see anything wrong or bad about it. I've always wondered what it's truly about or what I will make it to be. It might be able to answer my fears and questions about religion. All types. Maybe I can finally find something to believe in. Something I believe in, not what others are making or forcing me to. I have learned something about myself and that is that I need something to believe in.