"Believe it or not, you are in control of your own life. You are the reason why you're sad,
and you're the reason why you're happy. Don't wait for happiness. Go out and find it."

3.24.2011

Bad vibes

I had my pet scan today, I was happy and excited going there but once I got there it felt like everything was going wrong. After I drank that yucky dye I was relaxing for about an hour and the nurse came in and said that the computers were down so it was going to be another 30 minutes. By this time I had to pee really bad and I knew I wouldn't be able to go until after the scan. Finally another hour goes by they are ready so as I am in the machine my head starts to hurt really bad. I thought my brain was going to explode. I started getting nervous and anxious. I started sweating and getting really hot. (I am very claustrophobic) Finally after 40 minutes it was over. I ran into the hospital to pee then back into my car when I started feeling sick. Luckily I had a chick fil a cup in there, I puked my guts out for 10 minutes. For some reason every time after I get a pet scan I get sick. I hate it because its literally the worst feeling ever. I got myself home and laid in bed until Danny came home for lunch, and left and now I am here blogging about my horrible day.
I was happy to see that Kendra posted something new so I read it and fell in love because I love the way she writes. I can relate to her, I love that the most. She totally understands me and I understand her. I can't wait to see her tomorrow!
Danny is leaving tomorrow with his brother and dad, not sure where really. I am going to miss him but I feel like I am ready to just hang out with my girlfriends for once. Last weekend was a lot of fun that I just want to do it again.

1 comment:

  1. So crappy that you get so sick after your PETs. That sucks their computers went down too...especially since you had to pee! ;o) I hope you were able to get your results today...and I pray they were GOOD news! You've got me kind of worried since you haven't posted anything to fb yet. :o/ I will just keep hoping all is well and no news is good news!!

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