Pet Scan

Went well, and a lot quicker than last time. Although, you know that yucky, thick dye you drink before? Well it was very hard to keep that down. It look a lot of mind power and breathing. Thankfully I didn't throw it up there. My stomach held out until I got home. Lucky me. Chemo number five has been a lot different than my first four. This time I am feeling very nauseated. Throwing up at least once a day. Almost like morning sickness, as if I were pregnant. At least now I know what to look forward to during pregnancy. I have always wondered why is that when you are about to throw up your mouth waters? Why? I hate it. On a good note I am starting to feel tons better. I will get my Pet Scan results by tomorrow, hopefully. I am crossing my fingers for shrinking cancer cells. Anxious to see the results..
I started a new blog. A private one. Almost like a diary. This blog used to be that for me but since a lot of people are reading it now I find myself stopping from writing about certain things in my life. I feel like I have to leave things out to not offend people. I don't want people thinking less of me, not that they would, but that's how I feel. Not that there is anything wrong with everyone reading my blog. I actually love it. I just want a place for me, a private place I can write and write about everything. Dreams, losses, gains. Maybe someday I will share but until now, I think it's best to keep some of my life private. 

xoxox