Day 1: Something you hate about yourself.

I find this question quite hard to answer. I am very pleased with myself and who I am becoming. But there is one thing I don't like and it may be my state of mind.. I hate how I am not driven when it comes to my education. I love learning about things that interest me. But when I have to sit in a class that I absolutely hate and don't understand, I can't do it. I hate it. I am not sure if it is laziness, and it might be. I want to spend my time doing things I love. I feel as though I only live once, I don't want to spend it doing the things I don't enjoy. I envy people who love to learn. I hope one day that can be me. I know I need to be educated.

I guess I just need the strength to do it.