I can dream

I am so thankful for every good day I have. Like today! This round of chemo has been, let's just say, not a piece of cake. Lately I find myself afraid. I am afraid of what is to come. I came into this experience not really knowing what this was all about. I am strong when it comes to the unknown. But once I know, that is when I find myself weak. I tell Danny everyday, there isn't anyway to explain how I feel. To know, you would have to go through this yourself. It's a scary thought: This is only my second chemo treatment and it sucked! I can only imagine my 14th chemo treatment. I know I need to take it one day at a time. But I can't help but wonder and prepare myself for the days to come. I am definitely having to put up a fight. Well after all this negativity, I am still anxious to overcome this. One day at a time.

My chemo brain is finally gone! Thank goodness. I can finally blog, read, and even drive! It's a weird feeling that chemo brain. I am glad you only last a few days.

I have been told that this treatment is when I will start to notice my hair thinning. Although I haven't noticed yet.. finger's crossed. I would love to be one of the very few to not lose their hair. I know most likely I am going to but I can dream right. My mom says that no matter what we are shaving my head because we already bought my wigs. But little does she know, she's crazy!

I just wanted to thank Danny for everything he has done for me. For sticking by my side through all of the good and bad times. Someday's I forget to tell him how much I love and appreciate him and the things he does for me. I don't know where I would be without him. He keeps me calm and focused. He is my rock. I love you d!

xoxox