Today has been one of my best days so far. I am so thankful for that. I am happy for how I have been feeling lately. It hasn't been anything I can't handle. I am very strong and lately I have been wondering how can I be so strong when all this has gone wrong. My life has been flipped upside down. In a way it has been put on hold. But I truly believe it's been put on hold for a reason. I have been learning so much about myself that I never knew before. Never in my life I thought I could go through something like this. Until one day, the day I was told I had cancer. There isn't anything you can do but be strong. Whether I like it or not, I am going to go through this. I can do it angry at the world, or happy. In my mind happy was the only choice. It was the right choice. I look at it like a blessing. Because I now know what life is truly about. I remember telling everyone I was excited to start my chemotherapy. And no one really understood why I was excited. I can't really explain it either. I guess I was excited to get things going. I was excited to get healthy again. Almost anxious to. I am just thankful. Thankful for everything I have been given. I am so thankful for all the amazing people I have in my life. I am more lucky than most. I have been given a beautiful life. One I would never trade. And one I will never take for granted. Each morning I awake happy and thankful. I hope some things never change.