"Believe it or not, you are in control of your own life. You are the reason why you're sad,
and you're the reason why you're happy. Don't wait for happiness. Go out and find it."

10.10.2010

Day 3

I have heard you will most likely be the worst day, although I find nothing horrible about you...yet. Maybe it's because I have only had one chemo session. I have heard you are going to wear on me the more I go. But that is okay because I am not afraid of you. (:

Today I feel a little worn down. I am tired. But what is weird is that I have been craving some weird things. McDonald's french fries, bean and cheese burritos, slim jims, sushi, etc.. I wish I could crave something healthy! I am trying to stay hydrated and eat my fruits and veggies. Which I am succeeding at. I haven't really had any nauseousness. Which I am so happy about. I think that is the worst feeling ever.

It's kinda hard to explain how I feel. My mind is constantly feeling boggled. My memory is shot. I am kinda in my own little world. I am still really positive and happy. But I do feel the effects of chemo. It's a constant feeling of exhaustion.

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