Follow your bliss,

Exactly what I'm doing (:

One year!

Danny and I have lived in this cute little apartment for one year. I can't believe it's been that long. One year is a long time right? We absolutely love it here. Our lease is up in February. We are most likely moving back in with my parents for a couple months so we can save money for a down payment for a house. Usually this isn't really something I would be totally happy about but realistically it's the best option for us. Danny today was so cute he said, "In a few months our lease will be up and we are going to have to leave. I don't want to leave this place." I totally agree with him. I love my little one bedroom apartment. We have an amazing view. We are out of the way. We are comfortable here. Whoever moves in here after us is going to love it. But I can't wait to buy a house. It's always been a dream of mine. I can't wait to have my own backyard. The thing I want most is a backyard. For my babies. They love to run around. I feel bad that they don't get to as much now. I want a garden. I want to mow the grass. Shovel snow. I want to do all of it. I want to decorate, paint. Owning a home is very life changing. You really have to grow up. If something breaks, I can't just call maintenance anymore. But I am sure I can call my dad. (: In reality I will be happier to have a home with Danny but in the meantime, I am going to miss my apartment. I am excited for the future. Bring it on (:

Lately, I haven't had really anything to blog about.

I had a great Thanksgiving.

Danny and I had a long, lazy, cozy weekend.

We rearranged our apartment.

We cleaned out our closet.

And cleaned out all our cabinets.

My sister won her tournament in Vegas.

There is only one thing left to do..Grocery Shopping.

The thing I dislike most.

I am feeling good. I am sad Danny has to go back to work tomorrow.

Thursday is chemotherapy.

I have a petscan December 9th..

I am very excited to see how much my Cancer has gone down.

Anxious to see what Dr. Hansen says.

Ready to know how many more times of chemotherapy I need.

My hair is super thin. It's hard to hide.

I can't wear it down anymore unless I want hair everywhere.

It's weird, I am emotionally attached to my hair. Even me.

And even though I have always hated it, I am attached.

It's hard to explain. It's hard to let go. Blah.

xoxox

Loving myself

Day 30: A letter to yourself..

In my letter all I really want to say to myself is live my life my way. Do everything. See everything. Be everything. It's kind of perfect timing. I was given this book, "14,000 things to be happy about." My aunt gave this to me as a gift. She received it when she was battling Non-Hodgkin's Lymphoma. She introduced me to this book when I was told I had Hodgkin's Lymphoma. Anyway, I read this book daily. I go through and underline all the things that make me happy. Even when I am having the absolute worst day, it's these simple little things that make me smile. They make me happy. I find this book sometimes turning my whole day around. It's a blessing. I recently purchased "The Wish List" By the same author. I actually received it today. I think I might love this book even more. It's filled with things you want to do in life. Kind of like things you want to do before you die. It's like a little checklist. Once you do something you can check it off in this book. You can also fill in the blanks with personal things you want to do. Things you want to accomplish. Not only does this book inspire me, it brings a lot of hope into my life. I have been highlighting all the things I want to do and it gives me hope. I love having these two books in my life, to inspire me to dream. Some wishes do come true.

I wanted to tell myself a few things I love about myself. I love my imagination. I always find myself in a fairytale. I think of these incredible things, I play them out in my mind and I imagine myself actually living them. I find this my way of coping with reality. When I find myself having a bad day, my imagination can always get me through the hardest times. Your mind is the most powerful thing you have. I love to embrace that. I love that I've always believed in love; that despite the disappointment I have faced, I still believe that real, genuine love exists. I am more than lucky to have found that with my special someone. I hope there is not a day in life I go without love of any kind. From family, a friend, or a lover. Love is the most beautiful feeling. I love my courage. I am very brave. I can overcome anything no matter what the situation may be. I've been through a lot. I've seen a lot and I think that has been a blessing. Going through hard, tough things. I love that I am independent. I've always found myself independent and I always loved that about myself. Independence is such a great trait to have in life. It's hard to get by without it. I can't even imagine. I love my honesty. I think honesty says a lot about who people really are. I find this sometimes rare in people. I am happy that I am confident enough in myself that I allow myself to tell the truth. Even if it may be hurtful towards me or someone else. In this letter I conclude with, be me. Be happy. Be thankful. Be silly. Be nice. Be funny. Be dramatic. Be emotional. Be anything I want to be, I'll never be anything else. It's all in my head. Suddenly I see this is what I want to be. I'm so thankful for the realization.

xoxox

Sarah Dessen

"There is never a time or place for true love. It happens accidentally, in a heartbeat, in a single flashing, throbbing moment."

— Sarah Dessen (The Truth About Forever)

"Life is an awful, ugly place to not have a best friend."

— Sarah Dessen (Someone Like You)

"Love is needing someone. Love is putting up with someone's bad qualities because they somehow complete you."

— Sarah Dessen (This Lullaby)

"Don't think or judge, just listen."

— Sarah Dessen (Just Listen)

"No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater...The love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences. And that's the key. It's like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot."

— Sarah Dessen (This Lullaby)

"It's just that...I just think that some things are meant to be broken. Imperfect. Chaotic. It's the universe's way of providing contrast, you know? There have to be a few holes in the road. It's how life is."

— Sarah Dessen (The Truth About Forever)

"It's a lot easier to be lost than found. It's the reason we're always searching and rarely discovered--so many locks not enough keys."

— Sarah Dessen (Lock and Key)

"It's all in the view. That's what I mean about forever, too. For any one of us our forever could end in an hour, or a hundred years from now. You never know for sure, so you'd better make every second count."

— Sarah Dessen (The Truth About Forever)

"You know, when it works, love is pretty amazing. It's not overrated. There's a reason for all those songs."

— Sarah Dessen (This Lullaby)

"I knew, in the silence that followed, that anything could happen here. It might be too late: again, I might have missed my chance. But I would at least know I tried, that I took my heart and extended my hand, whatever the outcome. "Okay," he said. He took a breath. "What would you do, if you could do anything?" I took a step toward him, closing the space between us. "This," I said. And then I kissed him."

— Sarah Dessen (The Truth About Forever)

"You should never be surprised when someone treats you with respect, you should expect it."

— Sarah Dessen (Keeping The Moon)

"It was just one of those things," I said, "You know, that just happen. You don't think or plan. You just do it."

— Sarah Dessen (The Truth About Forever)

"Holding people away from you, and denying yourself love, that doesn't make you strong. if anything, it makes you weaker. Because you're doing it out of fear."

— Sarah Dessen (This Lullaby)

"What did it feel like, I wondered, to love someone that much? So much that you couldn't even control yourself when they came close, as if you might just break free of whatever was holding you and throw yourself at them with enough force to easily overwhelm you both."

— Sarah Dessen (This Lullaby)

"That was the thing. You never got used to it, the idea of someone being gone. Just when you think it's reconciled, accepted, someone points it out to you, and it just hits you all over again, that shocking."

— Sarah Dessen (The Truth About Forever)

"Shoulda, coulda, woulda. It's so easy in the past tense. "

— Sarah Dessen (The Truth About Forever)

"What you need, what you deserve, is a guy who adores you for what you are. Who doesn't see you as a project, but a prize. you know?"

— Sarah Dessen (The Truth About Forever)

"But I'd long ago learned not to be picky in farewells. They weren't guaranteed or promised.

You were lucky, more than blessed, if you got a good-bye at all."

— Sarah Dessen (The Truth About Forever)

I am thankful for..

My Dad, always thoughtful.

My Mom, always so caring.

My Sister, her beauty inside and out.

Danny, always taking care of me.

Sophie, her nurturing instincts.

Luke, my cuddle bug.

My Grandpa, always so giving.

My Grandma, love all her emotions.

My Uncle D, always makes me laugh.

My Auntie, I admire her strength.

Dr. Hansen, Eases my mind.

Family.

Friends.

Generous People.

My apartment.

Danny's Job.

My Job.

My Car.

Love.

Babies.

Authors, Books.

Bubble Baths.

4 Seasons.

Animals.

Water.

Miracles.

My Big Bed.

Quotes.

Medicine.

Doctors.

Food.

Blankets.

Everything.

This list could go on all day. I am so thankful for everything I have in my life. I can't believe tomorrow is Thanksgiving. I am so excited to sit down with everyone I love and enjoy a meal. I hope you all have a happy and safe Thanksgiving.

Day 29: Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.

I need to change the fact that at times I find myself impatient. I am a control freak. I get lucky because Danny has no opinion whatsoever, about anything. So it's always what I want to do. If he weren't this way I don't think we'd even be together. Personally I have no idea how he puts up with me. It's one thing I dislike about myself and that I hope to change. I would like to gain patience.

xoxox

On a good note

Last night I woke up in the middle of the night and finished The Guardian.

I thought this book was amazing. I loved it so much. One of my favorites for sure.

It touched me. I cried. I don't want to ruin it to people who haven't read it yet

but I wanted to share part of it. The part that inspired me. Gave me the chills.

Dogs are a true blessing. Their instincts. Their courage. We should

be more thankful then we are for them. They are something special.

"And like a dream, from the corner of her eye

she saw a vision cresting over the dune,

her guardian charging through the darkness."

take caution before reading

Why I say this is because I want to go into detail of how I have been feeling after my fourth chemo treatment. I wanted to warn you all because it isn't pretty. People have been telling me what not to blog about during my fight but then I wonder what the point of my blog would be if I couldn't be honest. This is my experience that I never want to forget. So if I want to blog about how crappy I feel, I am going to. I don't sugar coat everything, I'd rather be brutally honest. I am not going to tell you it's not that bad when really, it sort of is. I don't have a normal sleeping pattern. I wake up randomly in the middle of the night wide awake. I am constantly constipated. My stomach hurts, like really bad cramps. I randomly throw up. I am always nauseous. I don't have an appetite. My first meal is usually around 2pm when I have to force myself to eat something. I am probably the only person gaining weight on chemo. I have crazy mood swings. No energy. I have a constant headache. My hair is thinning. There is hair everywhere. I am not ready to shave it, but I really wish I were. I feel like the most negative person. I should be thankful that my cancer is disappearing but it's hard to stay positive when I am constantly feeling like crap. I am only human. I think I have the right to be upset. I have the right to not be happy all the time right? I can have bad days. I keep telling myself it's okay to show other emotions. That I don't have to be happy all the time. I can't wait until I no longer feel these symptoms! I am so ready for my good days! Please come soon and stay!

xoxox

Day 28: What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?

Given the circumstance that I am in at the moment, I would not be able to carry a baby due to chemotherapy. But lets say I was in remission, a healthy person. If I found out I was pregnant, I would be ecstatic. I would be the happiest girl alive. I know I am young. Before I really consider having a baby I want to be married to Danny, I want my degree, I want a job I love, I want a house, I want to be financially stable. I am afraid of not being able to have kids. Mainly because of chemotherapy. It's poison to my body. I know Dr. Hansen says he sees no reason for me not to be able to have kids. But it's always in the back of my mind. Adoption is a great thing. Something I would consider doing. But I want to be pregnant. I want to give birth. I want to feel my baby grow inside me. I want to see what mine and Danny's babies will look like. I want a little piece of me and a little piece of him. Maybe that is why I would be so happy to find out I am pregnant, knowing that Cancer didn't take the one thing I wanted most.

Day 27: What’s the best thing going for you right now?

My relationship with Danny.

We have so many things to do and so many things to see.

I am in no hurry. I can't wait. I love you!

xoxox

Day 26: Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?

I am sure I have said the words, "I'd rather die." But did I mean them? Never.

Life is a beautiful thing that only comes around once. I am so in love with my

life that I could never end it. Especially because I think suicide is a very selfish

thing to do. In any circumstance. Somewhere, someone is going through something

worse than you. I always think of that when I am complaining about something.

People would kill to have my life. I am very blessed. Thank you God!

Day 25: The reason you believe you’re still alive today.

I still have so many things to accomplish and so many things I want to do in my life. I have many goals I want to achieve. I am still here to receive all the things I want in life. I believe I am still here so I one day can be a mother. I have so much love to give. I want to better more lives. I want to give more time and energy to making someone's live a little better. I want to rescue and save many more animals and give them good homes. I want to donate as much as I can to charities. I want to make the world a better place, even if it's in the littlest way possible. I believe I am still alive today to make a mark in this world. I believe I am still here to prove you can kick Cancer's ass! (:

xoxox

To you:

Day 24: Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs.

"It's In Your Blood" By: Lydia, Got me through losing someone special.

"Torn" By: Natalie Imbruglia, Reminds me of Danny.

"Rock Your Soul" By: Elisa, Spiritual. Inspiring.

"For Blue Skies" By: Strays Don't Sleep, reminds me of One Tree Hill. Brucas.

"23" By: Jimmy Eat World, Also reminds me One Tree Hill.

"Breathe Me" By: Sia, Reminds me of Casey, dancing.

"So I Thought" By: Flyleaf, Realizing it wasn't what you thought.

"Existentialism on Prom Night" By: Straylight Run, Senior Prom.

"Kissed By a Rose" By: Seal, Magic from a kiss.

"Be My Escape" By: Relient K, Needing someone to escape life with.

"Smother Me" By: The Used, Longed for someone to sing this to me.

"All Hail The Heartbreaker" By: The Spill Canvas, Realized someone special is a heartbreaker.

"Discovering the Waterfront" By: Silverstein, Realizing it's not meant to be.

"The Quiet Things No One Ever Knows" By: Brand New, Lies. Secrets.

"Who Knew" By: Pink, How I felt about Danny when he wasn't mine.

"Jesus Christ" By: Brand New, How I feel about Christ.

"Escape" By: Enrique Iglesias, Mine and Danny's song from Sophomore year.

"Make Tonight" By: Emanuel, Too personal to share. (:

"When The Sun Sleeps" By: Underoath, Gave me hope in a lost love.

"Your Own Disaster" By: Taking Back Sunday, Got me through never feeling "good enough."

"New American Classic" By: Taking Back Sunday, Gave me a piece of mind.

"Lost and Found" By: Taking Back Sunday, Young lost love.

"Bloody Romance" By: Senses Fail, From the moment you left I knew something wasn't right.

"She Will Be Loved" By: Maroon 5, Danny once told me this was about me.

"No Such Thing" By: John Mayer, Got me through High School.

"Iris" By: The Goo Goo Dolls, Reminds me of being in love.

"Not Ready To Make Nice" By: Dixie Chicks, Reminds me of Mckennah, singing.

"Pretty Girl" By: Sugarcult, How I felt through High School.

"Fast Car" By: Tracy Chapman, Beautiful, Uplifting.

"Free Fallin" By: Tom Petty, Being free.

"Meet Virginia" By: Trian, Me in every single way!

"Who's To Say" By: Vanessa Carlton, Words of wisdom.

"White Houses" By: Vanessa Carlton, Life being in love.

"Niki FM" By: Hawthorne Heights, Wanted a boy outside my window.

I wasn't planning on naming this many but I couldn't leave any of these off this list. These songs got me through some of the hardest times. Breakups, Love, Loneliness, Sadness, Happiness, Inspirations. I recommend them to anyone who needs some guidance in their lives. In a way music saved my life. I am without a doubt, a lyric girl.

"You know, I’ve got this theory; There are two kinds of people in the world. There are lyric people and music people. You know, the lyric people tend to be analytical. They know, all about the meaning of the song. They’re the ones you see with the CD insert out like five minutes after buying it, pouring over the lyrics, interpreting the hell out of everything. Then there’s the music people.. who could care less for the lyrics as long as it's just got like, a good beat and you could dance to it. I don’t know, sometimes it might be easier to be a music girl and not a lyric girl. But since I’m not, let me just say this: Sometimes things find you when you need them to find you. I believe that. And for me, it’s usually song lyrics."

-Peyton Sawyer

Day 23: Something you wish you had done in your life.

I wish I was more independent in high school. I was always in a

hurry to find "the one." I always thought it was Danny, and luckily

I was right. Yeah I did the things I wanted to do but I always

thought his opinion mattered in a way. I wish I would have

known we would end up together in the end. I would have

been a lot more content with myself. My life would have been

easier. I am glad for the experience it gave me so I can one

day teach my kids.. Things will be how you want them in the end.

Boys aren't everything.

xoxox

Tomorrow is near.

Chemotherapy; for how much I hate you, I probably love you more. You are making my body healthy again. Yes, I wish there were some different kind of cure but I will take what you give me. You make me sick. You give me mood swings. You make me feel all around crappy. But.. I am so happy to have you. I would not want Cancer invading my body anymore than it already has and with you I see and feel drastic changes in my lymphnodes going down. You make me happy to see these results. You make my skin so soft. You make my skin red, like a sunburn. You make my nails grow fast and thick. I probably won't be thanking you tomorrow after you've invaded my body because today I feel good, other than my sore throat and runny nose. But now a cold isn't so bad. Not as bad as going through chemo. I'll have a cold any day. Tomorrow I go in for round 4! I am ready. I can't wait to see everyone and visit. I can't wait to see what Dr. Hansen says. He always puts me at ease. I am thankful that Thanksgiving falls on my good week. Last year I didn't have a Thanksgiving, I had to work. I am happy that I will be with my family this year. I am trying to get things ready before tomorrow when I won't be feeling good so Danny won't have to do anything but work. He ceases to amaze me. I need to go to work after this round of crappiness is over. I have been lazy about it. But it's hard not to be when I am in my cozy apartment reading. I am constantly reading. I love having the time to do that. I feel more informed. Smart. I am usually out for a week and then I have one more week until I go back. So I have a week to do all the things I need and want to so it's hard to want to go to work on that short week I get to myself. Even though I do miss everyone so much. I am sure a lot has changed. So that will be my goal. Attend work. (:

xoxox

Day 22: Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.

Everything I do in life is for a reason.

I honestly have no regrets. I love the life I live.

If I were to regret everything, what kind of life would that be.

It would almost feel like my life is a regret, which is not true.

I am who I am because of everything. I am so happy to be me.

Xoxox

When there's a million things taking up our time, our minds become so easily occupied. We forget about those like you, and forget about the bodies that made it through. Some days your at your best, others at your worst, and when your wearing a frown I hope you know there are dozens of us who won't let you down. When your in your bed feeling so weak, were always there watching you sleep. We'll always be at your feet for as long as you need; and cater to all your needs. This thing, it changes you and I can't imagine how hard it gets to do. We see it in you that you embrace every moment of it and look at it as learning. Just when your ready to give up, don't. Your fires still burning. In a couple years from now it will all be in the past. Over at last. You can only get better, what doesn't kill hurts... But I believe can only make you stronger, and can't get much worse. I know with every demon inside, angels are watching over you helping you try. The strength in you inspires me and everyone else around to be the best we can be. I didn't intend on my feelings to rhyme kinda like how god wouldn't put you through this if he didn't think you couldn't get past it time after time. You have faith. Never lose it, it's important to keep. Making up for those who abuse it. I know I'm not the only one who see's the hero in you, but everyone else too. And more importantly your own self. Your journey I know has just begun but it will be over soon and making the best of it helps. Just as you are doing. this thing we know of but can't understand it's name... Cannot be tamed. You make it all look so easy. Putting up with this cruel disease. That ends so many lives but at the same time handfuls survive. It's something we can't comprehend. But something I know you can overcome. This thing is real, far from pretend. I like to think there's a purpose for all this and why your life is the life it picked. Because it's important to realize how many love you, while you think it's destroying your life I know it's saving mine. It's sad that something so horrible was the only thing capable of opening my eyes. It changed my input on life, actually showed me there's light. I know it's all overwhelming. But you'll be okay.. I know this because there's every way of telling ♥

-Cassie Correa

My sister wrote this beautiful poem for me.

I am truly jealous of her talent.

Thank you Cass! I love you more than you know!

The wonderful thing about the internet is I can always find something that fits my mood. Something I need to hear to make me strong again. Inspired. Here are some things I wanted to share..

"Cancer I did not give you the right,

To invade my body and take a bite.

This is my body and with all my might,

I will prevail with one hell of a fight.

To the cancer inside, I will battle and kill.

For that is my body's God given will.

To my cancer, these words I do send.

Your life is short and near the end."

Life is what happens while you're making other plans. -John Lennon

It’s that ‘we’re not responsible for our cancer; we’re responsible to our cancer.

Surround yourself with those who believe in you and open your heart to all the gifts you will receive. Never allow previous problems to overcome you- chemotherapy time is only for healing. Remember, there are lots of survivors.

Day 21: Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?

First of all, I am really good about making sure I don't put myself in this situation. Even when D and I get into some sort of fight. I usually always want to make peace. Especially if he were going somewhere for this reason exactly. When either of us leave somewhere, no matter what I always give him a kiss and tell him I love him. Simply because I never want my last conversation with him to be something dumb we were fighting about. But if this was to happen.. I would rush to wherever he was to make sure he was okay. I would tell him that I loved him and I wouldn't bring up what we were fighting about because it simply wouldn't matter. I hope I don't have to go through something like this. I have been in enough car accidents! (:

Some things I love about to today;

Today I love that Danny is off. (:

I am reading a good book. Go Ask Alice. I can't put it down.

I love the cold fresh air outside.

I am going shopping today.

Sophie is sleeping in my lap.

I love sleeping in.

Tomorrow is Sushi Tuesday.

I love my comfy cozy apartment.

I am starting to feel amazing.

Day 20: Your views on drugs and alcohol.

I believe our world would be better without either one.

But since that will probably never happen this is what I think.

Alcohol, as long as you don't abuse it and you are smart when

you drink it, I don't find it that big of a problem. Drugs, on the

other hand are out of control. It seems to get worse rather than

better. I don't even want to think about how bad it's going to be

in the future when I have children. I'm hoping for a miracle.

Xoxox

"The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more,

that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds.

And that's what you've given me. That's what I'd hoped to give you forever."

Some things I love about today;

So, I started reading The Power.

Thanks to Kendra and Dillon. (:

I read her first book The Secret and loved it.

Each day I decided I am going to write some

things I love to get my day started off the right way.

Today I love the weather. I hope it snows!

Sunday is one of my favorite days.

I love that Danny is off today.

I love my family. I'm happy I got to spend last night with them all.

I love my chihuahuas.

Bubble Baths are amazing.

I love that Dexter and Desperate Housewives are on tonight.

Cheerios are my weakness.

Xoxox

Day 19: What do you think of religion?

I love when people have standards and they truly believe in things.

I think it's great, just as long as it's what YOU believe in.

I don't like people making people go to church.

Or people telling people what to believe in.

There are things I do not believe in.

That is mainly the reason I no longer attend the LDS church.

I only get this life once.

I want to live it my way.

I want to do the things I love and believe in.

I believe in God.

I thank him everyday for giving me this life.

I am only human.

Let me make my mistakes.

Let me know right from wrong.

Let me be a good person.

I don't need anyone telling me what I can and can't believe in.

I guess you could say, I follow my heart.

Day 18: Your views on gay marriage.

Love is love. I am more worried about my relationship then other people's. So whoever you choose to be with is really no one's business but your own. I can't stand the people who have something bad to say about gay marriage. In my mind there is honestly nothing wrong about it. If everyone suddenly turns gay then I will see a problem because I believe we are put on this earth to reproduce. But I highly doubt that will ever happen. Who are we to judge and tell someone who they can and cannot love. I am for gay marriage.

I thought you'd come back at least I prayed
The romance has been dead for years
But i've been too afraid to dig the grave
Relief support never came
Memories carry me through the

Day of when we were kids
And angels came to watch us play
Close my eyes just for tonight
The sun still sleeps and when she wakes
A movie that plays in my mind
Remembering you helps me survive
Every day a re-run of the next
I promised to stay by your side
That all would change I can't complain
Another victim of the game
Maybe love will find us again,

for there is always tomorrow
Sincerely till the end.. close my eyes
Just for tonight the sun still sleeps
And when she wakes

You'll be a memory.

Day 17: A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.

The Secret, was very life changing for me.

Very eye opening. I highly recommend it. It's beautiful.

Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus, I got a real understanding of Danny.

I was going about things in such a harsh way. I had no idea. I recommend this

one as well if you want to know more about the opposite sex and even yourself.

This Lullaby, best book I've ever read. I read this book in high school.

I HIGHLY recommend this one as well.

This is truly beautiful. Brought a tear to my eye.

My aunt sent this video to me and I had to share it. Enjoy (:

"This Woman's Work" By: Maxwell

Pray God You Can Cope
I'll Stand Outside
This Woman's Work
This Woman's Worth
Ooh, It's Hard On A Man
Now His Part Is Over
Now Starts The Craft... Of The Father


I Know You've Got A Litte Life In You Yet
I Know You've Got A Lot Of Strength Left
I Know You've Got A Little Life In You Yet
I Know You've Got A Lot Of Strength Left


I Should Be Crying But I Just Can't Let It Show,
I Should Hoping But I Can't Thinking,
All The Things We Should've Said That I Never Said,
All The Things We Should Have Done That We Never Did,
All The Things We Should've Given But I Didn't,
Oh Darling Make It Go,
Make It Go Away...

Give Me These Moments,
Give Them Back To Me,
Give Me A Little Kiss,
Give Me Your...


(I Know You've Got A Little Life In You Yet)
Give Me Your Hand Baby,
(I Know You've Got A Lot Of Strength Left)
Give Me Your Pretty Hand,
(I Know You've Got A Little Life In You Yet)
Ooh My,
(I Know You've Got Alot Of Strength Left)
Your Love Child,
(I Know You've Got A Little Life In You Yet)
Whatever You Need,
(I Know You've Got A Lot Of Strength Left)
Give Me Your Hand,
(I Know You've Got A Little Life In You Yet)
Give Me Your Hand Babe
(I Know You've Got A Lot Of Strength Left)


I Should Be Crying But I Just Can't Let It Show Baby,
I Should Hoping But I Can't Thinking,
Of All The Things We Should've Said That We Never Said,
All The Things We Should Have Done That We Never Did,
All The Things That You Wanted From Me,
All The Things That You Needed From Me,
All The Things We Should Have Given But I Didn't,
Oh Darling Make It Go Away Now,
Just Make It Go Away..