November 3rd

Is a good day. Mainly because Danny was born! He is now 20, it makes me sad he is no longer a teenager. He is an adult with a lot of responsibilities. Soon I will be 20 and I am not sure if I am excited about it or not. I feel 20 is a big step. I know I will really have to grow up. Which is a good thing but I will be officially done with my teenage years and that scares me because it's all I've known for the past seven years. I am so happy Danny has today off. I feel lucky to be spending his birthday with him. I have never met anyone so sweet, so smart, so genuine, so caring, so loving, so patient, so kind, so secure, so mature. This boy is my world. I can't wait to see what our future has in store. I can't wait to face and overcome everything together. I am truly the luckiest girl in the entire world. Happy Birthday Daniel Frank Moyes! I love you so much!

Imagine a future moment in your life where all

your dreams come true. You

know, it's the

greatest moment of your life and you get

to experience it with one person.

Who's standing next to you..

My fundraiser:

Last night I had my fundraiser at Boston's where I work. Let me just say it was a lot to take in, it was very overwhelming but in such an amazing way. The restaurant was packed! PACKED! The place was filled of family, friends, friends of friends, etc. It was an all around good vibe. Everyone was very patient in getting a table and very generous. Ian sold all of his shirts and has many more to make for the people that didn't get one because they were sold out. Our raffle went really good, thanks to Anna, Madison, Ashley! I am so thankful to all my wonderful co-workers who worked their butt's off! It was a lot of fun. And I hope everyone who came had fun as well. It was good seeing friends from school that I hadn't seen in forever. An amazing turn out! I am so happy and so blessed to be as loved as I am. I am a lucky girl. Thanks to everyone who made this possible and thank you to everyone who came out and showed your love. I really appreciate it. I will be posting pictures soon! I need to steal them from my aunt!

Tomorrow:

Thursday, you know what that means. Time for another round of chemo.. I am happy Danny gets to take me. I am excited to see Dr. Hansen and all the nurses. And of course all the patients! I have an early appointment thankfully so I won't have to wait for a chair to open up. I am happy I go this week just so I can get it over with. But it sucks because once I start feeling great, I have to go back. But I know it's just one step closer to where I want to be. Last time I noticed my hair thinning. This time I am told it will start coming out in chunks. So when that happens it's gone! I am sorta scared for this to happen. I think it's going to be a mix of emotions. But I am excited for the experience.

Day 8: Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like poo.

As I was thinking about this question, I wasn't sure if I could think of someone who has made my life hell. But someone just came to mind that I think fits the criteria pretty well. Although I haven't thought of this person at all since high school until now. Probably because I could care less about this person. I don't want to bad mouth her just because that is the kind of person I am but if I were ever to see her this day, I would simply ask her, why? Why was she so rude. Why was she so jealous. Why was she so insecure. Why was she such a bully. Why did she hate me so much. Why was I such a threat to her. She didn't really make my life hell because I never let her get to me but I simply always wondered these questions. She was very snotty and mean towards me and I never fully got it. I never did anything to her. I am glad that high school ended for that reason.. Drama.

Xoxox