Day 28: What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?

Given the circumstance that I am in at the moment, I would not be able to carry a baby due to chemotherapy. But lets say I was in remission, a healthy person. If I found out I was pregnant, I would be ecstatic. I would be the happiest girl alive. I know I am young. Before I really consider having a baby I want to be married to Danny, I want my degree, I want a job I love, I want a house, I want to be financially stable. I am afraid of not being able to have kids. Mainly because of chemotherapy. It's poison to my body. I know Dr. Hansen says he sees no reason for me not to be able to have kids. But it's always in the back of my mind. Adoption is a great thing. Something I would consider doing. But I want to be pregnant. I want to give birth. I want to feel my baby grow inside me. I want to see what mine and Danny's babies will look like. I want a little piece of me and a little piece of him. Maybe that is why I would be so happy to find out I am pregnant, knowing that Cancer didn't take the one thing I wanted most.