Tomorrow is near.

Chemotherapy; for how much I hate you, I probably love you more. You are making my body healthy again. Yes, I wish there were some different kind of cure but I will take what you give me. You make me sick. You give me mood swings. You make me feel all around crappy. But.. I am so happy to have you. I would not want Cancer invading my body anymore than it already has and with you I see and feel drastic changes in my lymphnodes going down. You make me happy to see these results. You make my skin so soft. You make my skin red, like a sunburn. You make my nails grow fast and thick. I probably won't be thanking you tomorrow after you've invaded my body because today I feel good, other than my sore throat and runny nose. But now a cold isn't so bad. Not as bad as going through chemo. I'll have a cold any day. Tomorrow I go in for round 4! I am ready. I can't wait to see everyone and visit. I can't wait to see what Dr. Hansen says. He always puts me at ease. I am thankful that Thanksgiving falls on my good week. Last year I didn't have a Thanksgiving, I had to work. I am happy that I will be with my family this year. I am trying to get things ready before tomorrow when I won't be feeling good so Danny won't have to do anything but work. He ceases to amaze me. I need to go to work after this round of crappiness is over. I have been lazy about it. But it's hard not to be when I am in my cozy apartment reading. I am constantly reading. I love having the time to do that. I feel more informed. Smart. I am usually out for a week and then I have one more week until I go back. So I have a week to do all the things I need and want to so it's hard to want to go to work on that short week I get to myself. Even though I do miss everyone so much. I am sure a lot has changed. So that will be my goal. Attend work. (:

xoxox