"Believe it or not, you are in control of your own life. You are the reason why you're sad,
and you're the reason why you're happy. Don't wait for happiness. Go out and find it."

1.05.2011

Changes for 2011

2011
This year I will be turning twenty and I'm starting to get excited. This year is probably going to be my favorite year of my life so far. Soon I will be in remission. I've been diagnosed with cancer for 107 days, exactly. As you can imagine it's been the most life changing, and eye opening experience that I hope I only get once in life because once was all I needed. I am happy to be living in a way that most people never live. Everyone is given one life, short or long doesn't matter, it matters what you do in that time. I find this to be true. 2011 is going to bring, remission, NO MORE CANCER. Better yet, NO MORE CHEMOTHERAPY. It's going to bring my future with Danny, hopefully engagement, maybe even marriage. In 2011 I will be living my life my way, FINALLY. I will be 100% healthy in body and mind. My mind for once feels healthy. The toxins of what I used to think life was have vanished and my mind now knows how to live a happy and fulfilled life. Being at this state of mind is weight being lifted off my shoulders. I can breathe. I feel successful in my state of mind. I've always dreamed of being here.


I've made a bunch of new year resolutions that I hope to achieve;
* Start eating healthy.
* Improve education.
* Exercise hopefully everyday.
* Use less salt and butter.
* Get a better understanding of Danny.
* Watch less TV.
* Get organized.
* Stop swearing.
* Go to bed at a decent hour.
* Take Soph and Luke for a walk 3 times a week.
* Spend less money on unnecessary things. 
* Help others more.
* Keep my house clean.
* Be a better friend.
* Be a better "other half."
* Tell the ones I love, "I love you" more.
* Run a 8 minute mile.
* Stay focused in school.
* Be happy with the way I look. 

New Year, New Life, New Me. 
"Cheers to a new year and another chance for us to get it right."

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